I miss you so much! Its been quite a while we went on a date. I know. Its all my fault. I do not have a valid excuse but I must let you know I try. I have tried to reach out to you on paper but after a few lines I scratched it. I felt my words were inadequate. I then promised to ring you but once I heard your voice on the other end of the line courage oozed out of me, so I hastily dropped the call. I am sorry. I tried. But I could have given it my best. I could have given it more.
This is me saying I am sorry. I am sorry for not trying hard enough. For letting the cares of this world drive a wedge between us. I apologise more for the future. It may be rough and tough but we will get through it all.
I love you. Always remember that.